Need To Find A Dr. In Hemet, Ca To Prescribe Xanax (Top voted first)

Ok, I'll try to make this long story as short at possible. Really short version: My primary has been giving me 1mg of Xanax 3x a day for nearly two years and won't fill it any longer because of the DEA. I'm prescribed 2mg of Subutex a day from my psychiatrist. When I take my Subutex, I break it into quarter doses, so I take 1/4 of a Subutex tablet 4 x a day, sometimes less. Originally, I rarely took the full 2.5mg. My psychiatrist or "p-doc" as I'll call him from this point, won't prescribe me Xanax because it's a CNS depressant (and it is). I'm OK getting the Subutex, but my p-doc won't prescribe both. I have been diagnosed with Bipolar II for about 18 years, but had it at least since 1994. I've also been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and most recently Severe Panic Disorder although they've also said Severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Frankly, I fit both descriptions. I need a doctor badly to prescribe me Xanax, here in Hemet, CA. I have enough until April 1, 2018. Worst April Fool's joke ever to suddenly be cut off of Xanax CT. It's very dangerous for that to happen as you know. Ok, so back in '94 when I started having what I now can see is a combo of severe anxiety and panic attacks, my mom in desperation gave me two 5.5mg Hydrocodone. I'd never taken opiates before and prior to that I had only drank a handful of times and only tried cannabis once or twice. I never needed or nor wanted to "get into drugs or party or feel high", I just wanted relief and was not aware that the Vicodin was what was helping me until a day or so later when the intense panic and fear set it. Just to reiterate, my anxiety did NOT come from drug withdrawal or anything else. I can't stand alcohol and cannabis to this day. I can't stand the taste of alcohol and it doesn't really help, and cannabis just makes me more depressed for some reason. So, I ended up started self-medicating for 7 1/2 years. I finally got off Vicodin after several attempts, even going to rehab twice. I ended up quitting on my on and was taking 20 Vics a day, no joke and stopped CT. The reason I was able to do this was because I had my first Hypo-Manic episode that lasted for about 9 months straight. I've never had one that lasted that long since. This was back in 2009. I ended up on Suboxone for a while, 2.5mg and after about 2 years it wasn't working as well, so I was put on Subutex since I was no longer abusing drugs. It worked great for a few years. I went off and on Subutex because I wanted to get off all drugs, but I just felt better on Subutex. I told my p-doc a couple years prior to this happening that I felt that Subutex was helping with my Bipolar depression. He dismissed it and said it wasn't made for that. Well, there are tons of medications that have off-label usage. Anyway, as you know Buprenorphine (the active ingredient in Suboxone and Subutex) was approved by the FDA recently to treat depression. Not that I took pretty much all anti-depressants from Lithium, Prozac, Welbutrin, Trintellex...none of them worked. I also took mood stabilizers, Depacote, Seroquel...etc. I kept asking the doctor for help. Then, Subutex started not working as well. It started with join pain, cold sweats....ya know, withdrawal symptoms. I was told to up my dose. I did and it made it much worse. So I backed off and took less which worked for a while, but then got worse...much worse. I started having breathing problems, which are indicative of Subutex when you are going off of it and/or going through withdrawals, which isn't uncommon, but should only last a couple weeks at most. The thing is, this would happen when I ended up taking 3 doses a day. To be clear, that's three 1/4 doses, 3 x a day so I took a total of 1.75mg a day. My breathing got even worse and I was having chest pains, feeling I was going to die. I went to the ER a couple of times, which they found nothing. Prior to that I was given 0.25mg of Xanax to take twice a day, but I stopped it because it seemed to do nothing. My panic attacks starting lasting from hours to days to up to two weeks straight. Yes, I'm talking 24/7 prolonged panic attack. It did NOT stop for as long as two weeks, but during that time, it would get a little better, but it never fully went away. The fear was intense and it felt like I had to manually breathe to get enough air. I finally went off the Subutex completely convinced it was that. The breathing problem didn't start until I went back on the Subutex after I quit just because I wanted to get off everything. So I was off almost everything for 3 months straight and it only got worse. My p-doc said the Subutex should have left my system a month off of it. I didn't take any opiates or anything else after I stopped. Something else though. Before I completely stopped, I asked for a few days supply of Methadone. I never took it, but was having a horrible time withdrawing when I was tapering. I tapered off the Sub for a month. Strangely, the Methadone caused the exact same reaction as the Subutex or actually worsened it, and when I had tried a Vicodin, it did the same thing. It's like my body became allergic to opiates?! Backtracking a bit, while I was off the Subutex, I was desperate and I demanded to try ECT (Electroconvulsive Therapy). It was my idea, not his. It may sound crazy, but when you're having panic attacks that last for days to a week normally, it's suddenly not so crazy because you're willing to try anything to make the anxiety and breathing problems go away....real or in my head. My PulseOx usually came back Ok, but sometimes I'd be in the low 90's, which shows a physiological response...........to something? I was also put on blood pressure medication. Propranolol 10mg, originally once a day, but it was the ONLY thing that helped my breathing, so I got it up to 3 x a day. It's a beta blocker too, so it makes sense, it would work. OK, FF to 3 months later, I went to the doctor...I was usually there about every week and I never asked for any controlled substance. All I wanted was to breathe normally and not to feel like I was going to die most of the time! My BP that day go up to 177/129, the highest it had ever been, but it dropped back down about an hour before my appointment. I told them, but brought my BP cuff in to show them. The doctor I saw there was having a bad day or maybe he was just a jerk because all I wanted was a referral to the Pulmonologist....that's it. I just came in there all the time because nothing they gave me helped. The doctor refused to look at my BP cuff because it wasn't "certified", but my wife is a CNA and she confirmed my BP at t he time. Anyway, he refused to look at it and refused to give me a referral to a Pulmonologist. I asked another doctor before and they did too. Oh...btw, prior to that, 3 months to the day I started taking Subutex again. At first it got better....MUCH better, my breathing was basically normal for a couple days, but then started getting worse again and the tight chest, squeezing heart feeling, trouble breathing nearly constantly. So back to the doctor. I was frustrated and since he wouldn't grant me a referral to the Pulmonologist out of desperation I asked for Xanax, but I asked for a 1mg dose. I didn't think it would work but just trying something I hadn't tried, a higher dosage. I had thrown most of drugs away, I was pissed convinced it was this drug or that. So he ended up giving me a prescription for 0.5mg of Xanax, twice a day. I picked it the next day and took one, not thinking it would work at all because nothing else did and to my massive surprise I started feeling better within a few minutes. I thought it was a fluke because I've started feeling better before out of the blue. I took it another one the next time I took a 1/4 dose along with 0.5mg Xanax. It helped again and I started feeling better, but only about 50% better, which is amazing, but still not good enough to live! So I went back to the doctor a month or two later and finally got them to up my dose to 1mg 3x a day and that was the sweet spot. I could take more Xanax than that, but found I felt too sluggish and my goal was not to get high, but to "offset" the apparent affects the Subutex was giving me. Before when I took a Subutex, mentally, it would help but my breathing got worse. The further away from the dose I took, the better my breathing was...at least temporarily. So, I lived with the Subutex problem for about 1 1/2 before I found that a higher dosage of Xanax worked. So here we are. I finally found the solution and now they're going to take it away. If there was another medication that worked, I'd welcome it, but I have tried EVERY SINGLE medication they have mentioned to me so far. That said, I'm trying Gabapentin again. I tried it years ago and promptly dumped it because it was giving me auditory and visual hallucinations....something akin to schizophrenia. I don't hear or see things. I've had that happened to me with two medications. The other was Seroquel, and it was with mostly high dosages, but it helped me sleep so I took it. I went off that one too, while ruling out which medications was causing the problem. So, I've been taking this dose of Xanax for nearly two years, and I seriously CANNOT believe they are taking it away after looking into everything. I mean, I did ECT for this, which BTW, DID NOT work either. The only thing it did was give me temporary memory loss and the only good thing is it seemed to boost my IQ. That's great, but I'd trade the 15 to 20 IQ boost over having the ability to breathe normally in a heartbeat. If anyone has any ideas, PLEASE HELP! I tried going to a pain management doctor and they won't give Xanax under ANY circumstance. It seems my only option is a psychiatrist and I'm afraid of going to someone else because I'll probably lose my Subutex. I imagine that will happen at some point anyway, but before all this, Subutex/Buprenorphine was the only medication that helped me. I don't believe the Gabapentin will help, but it's been a long time since I've taken it and my body has changed, so maybe it will. What pisses me off though is, they'll give me Vistiril....as much as I want. I had that before and it did nothing but make me a little tired and then my body adapted to it and it didn't even do that. It's just an antihistamine, a prescription Benadryl if you will and what pisses me off is their excuse is Benzos are CNS depressants...well guess what, so is Vistiril along with other medications they'll give you. I also take Ambien ER. Gee, Ambien is also a CNS depressant. I even said, look, if I have to I'll go without the Ambien ER, just please give me the Xanax with the same dosage. Again, I need help, I'm TERRIFIED of going through what I went through again. Without the Xanax, I won't be able to take the Subutex, because the breathing problem will come back. Thanks in advance and sorry for the long story.

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If you live in a state with medical cannabis maybe you would be better to try that for the panic attacks. It will mellow you out and calm you down also. Kratom is a medicine you can take as a tea that has a calming effect. People use it to go off opioids altogether and it helps with withdrawal. Doctor jumping to get controlled substances is the big no no now and days. I am sorry you are going through a rough time but many are not getting anything because of the laws and doctors are afraid.

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If you already have breathing problems, I don’t think ANY Dr would prescribe you xanax with opiates. That is a recipe for disaster!! Ive known of several people who od’ed and died due to mixing the two. They both are known to suppress respiration and both together—double trouble. Good luck!

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nobody answered his question about a referral? he needs a doctor referral for xanax.

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Re: David (# 14)

I've never tried it, watched Hamilton Morris go to the source, learned so much. What a shame when/if it is banned

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Ok, I'll try to make this long story as short at possible

Yeahhh.. you don't need xanax you need thorazine.

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Your post is long. I guess that is necessary to fill in the details. Here is one thing I have read. There is a big push AGAINST prescribing pain medications and medications like Xanax to the same patient. I do get a 1 mg Xanax once a day (at bedtime) and 7.5/325 mg hydrocodone/acetaminophen prescribed together but I have been taking these medications in the same day (NOT at the same time) for over 10 years. I never take the 7.5/325 hydrocodone/acetaminophen as a "sleeper". Normally I will take my last dose of the hydrocodone no later than 4 p.m. I do not know how much longer I will be allowed to be prescribed both of these although I have been prescribed both of these for over 10 years because of the big push by many to not prescribe both of these to the same patient. We'll see. THIS situation is probably why your PM Doctor will not prescribe Xanax. I have asked a couple of people that were on long-term pain medications about the Suboxone and the Subutex and were told by both of these people to just titrate myself down on the hydrocodone because the cure is worse than the disease. I wish I had more information for you. This political climate that we are in (this is the result of BOTH parties) is causing many Doctors and Pharmacists to lose all compassion for HONEST people. They are being hassled and sued from every angle and many of these people just throw their hands up and say "I have had enough" and withdraw from all pain medication prescribing or filling of the prescriptions. The manufacturers have grossly reformulated their pain medications because they are taking the main brunt of the assault because we all know it is never the drug addicts fault. They need to blame someone and the manufacturers have the deepest pockets. Even when the manufacturers win in Court and get a dismissal these deep-pocketed, well-funded groups (especially the States Attorney General's Offices) just keep appealing because they believe they can get the manufacturers to submit due to the high cost of defending their frivolous lawsuits and appeals. After all, the manufacturers have to pay for their own defense and the different State's Attorney General's Offices have the so-called "deep pockets" of the taxpayers to fund them. Right now HONEST pain medication receivers are just screwed because it's popular to assault the HONEST people. Targeting some of the weakest for persecution is so cowardly but it is politically popular. The honest people are being grouped in with the street drug addicts, the criminals that steal their pills from either their family/friends or they rob the pharmacies, and other illicit users of pain medications. My experience tells me that it is a waste of time to contact your Representatives in government to ask them to please separate the HONEST receivers of medication from the street addicts and criminals but I have never received a response from anyone.

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Re: lagriff (# 4)

No one can give that to her either. Only another doctor or insurance company. Did you answer it? Have a referral for her

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I have used dexona and practin for about 2 years 2 tab daily. but due to its side effect like stretch mark, blurry vision I stopped taking it. After then I am loosing my weight day by day and I have lost my hunger. So I started taking cypon syrup for about 3 month. Somehow it maintained my hunger but when I stopped taking it again suffered from the same thing and lost my hunger. I have also taken homeopath and ayurveda but it didn't worked and now am very depressed because of my weight loss. So please suggest how to get rid from the side effect of dexona and practin. Please help me sir I am 24 years old. please help me sir i m very crustial stage give your sugession as fast as possible

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Re: Shelley (# 6)

All my breathing problems occurred when I was taking (Save the Subutex) Seroquel, a mood stabilizer. I would even have trouble swallowing when fully awake with that. I had taken Xanax before and didn't like it. Back when I was abusing drugs several years ago, I took Xanax for about a month. I was detoxing off Vicodin but wasn't ready to quit. Anyway, I took maybe five 1mg Xanax at a time. All it made me do was forget everything and I didn't like it. So, I stopped it.

I stumbled on Xanax accidentally again. I wasn't even asking for any controlled substance. I was there to get a referral to a Pulmonologist and the doctor refused. At this point in time I had breathing problems for 1 1/2 years. I even stopped the Subutex. That doctor refused to look at my blood pressure, because it was a cuff and no cuff's were "certified" to take an accurate blood pressure. My wife is a CNA and the cuff was correct, but he refused. I was tired of getting no where, tired of feeling like I was going to die.

Any breathing problems that I had that were drug related, were always connected to non-scheduled drugs. I actually had a prescription for Xanax at that time. 0.25mg. It did nothing for me, so when I asked for 1mg, it was a complete shot in the dark and I didn't expect it to work for me at all and in fact expected it to make me feel worse. He wouldn't raise it to 1mg, but 0.5mg. I took it not expecting it to work and when it did, I thought it was a fluke, just a coincidence, but after I took another dose several hours later I couldn't believe it worked and I started feeling so much better.

I didn't feel high with it, and it never made me feel good, it just felt like I had a clamp around my heart and lungs was loosened significantly. After a month or two I was able to get them to raise it up to 1mg 3x a day and that was the perfect amount. Too little and I still had some breathing issue. Too much and I felt like crap and didn't want to do anything

Also, the Buprenorphine I was taking because I was on Vicodin for so long. The Subutex helped stop opiate cravings but had a side effect of helping my bipolar depression. I told my p-doc this years ago...about it helping my depression and he just cited that it wasn't designed for that. Yeah, because every FDA approved drug out there is ONLY used for it's intended usage. Doctors use drugs for many off label uses. So, as it turns out the FDA has at least two medications that use Buprenorphine in it along with an antidepressant to treat depression among other things.

My point is the amount of opiate I take within Buprenorphine is pretty low. Pharmacists tell me this as well as other doctors. That's probably why my p-doc prescribes it to me. Most people I see taking Buprenorphine usually average around 5mg or so. I'm just averaging. It comes in 2, 4, 8 and 16mg I believe. Anything over 16mg will have no effect because that's the way Bupe is made. It also blocks the MU receptors in your brain so that if you took other opiates, you wouldn't even feel it...unless maybe you took Fentanyl or Dilaudid. I don't know.

I do know that for 1 1/2 years I kept taking all the medications they threw at me and nothing seemed to work and finally just said it was all in my head and gave up. I asked for ECT I was so desperate. And no, the ECT didn't help me, unfortunately. I seem to have medication-resistant bipolar.

If another drug came along and it worked, problem solved....at least the breathing problem. I don't know what happened, or how it happened, but my body does NOT like opiates. I'm fine with not taking any opiates, but the one thing that helps me also gives me problems now and I have to take Propranolol and Xanax to stop it. Other benzos would probably help too, but that's the problem....benzos.

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Re: myst (# 3)

You may or may not be aware that ALL kratom has been recalled as of yesterday, April 3, 2018. It may have been recalled a little earlier but I saw it on the news for the first time yesterday.

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Re: w john (# 9)

No that is not true. The FDA has issued a mandatory recall for kratom supplements made by Triangle Pharmaceuticals LLC because some of the supplements tested+ for salmonella.

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Re: EDDY (# 10)

Your information makes more sense. I did not see anything about a certain manufacturers kratom being recalled but that would certainly make more sense than recalling everything from everyone unless the substance in and of itself has been found to have issues.

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Re: w john (# 9)

In my state it is illegal so I wouldn't know. I just know there are companies that sell it I wish I could try.

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Re: w john (# 11)

In the meantime however the DEA is working on controlling Kratom and making it unavailable to purchase in the U.S.

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EDDY (# 12) --

I just received an order of Kratom a few days ago and haven't heard of any recent recalls (at least pertaining to my long time retailer of over 2 years).

It's sad that the DEA is still probing so hard right now, even despite other doctors, institutional researchers, etc. putting out data that refutes the FDA's false claims regarding its safety.

It's hard to imagine how alcohol and cigarettes haven't been banned with their literal Guinness book status track records of death... yet a simple plant in the coffee family with zero deaths in and of itself is such a huge threat (-to the pocket book of big pharma).

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Re: David (# 14)

Yes, it hasn't happened yet, but it's only a matter of time. I don't know how it works for other people, but as I said in my earlier post, for me, Kratom had the 'best' effect the very first time. Having said that, I realize, there are different blends, drops, powders (which is what I used) teas...etc. My body adapted to it very quickly. I saw something on Vice TV channel about Kratom and the natives chew leaves all day and seem fine, but I wonder if they just stopped, they'd get dope sick. I imagine they would since it acts on the same MU receptors Opiates do, even though it's not an opiate. It still hits those receptors.

The same thing can be said for Modafinil. It's basically the new Ritalin or Adderall. It's a schedule 4 drug. It's in the same category as Xanax, yet my doctor prescribed that to me with no problem.

I've been put on Gabapentin, which is NOT a controlled substance...YET, save Kentucky where it is a schedule 5 drug. Seriously...Neurontin. Marijuana is a schedule 1 drug, which is considered the most dangerous. I live in California so I could buy it for recreational purposes, yet, it's in the same schedule as Fentanyl or Dilaudid or Heroin!!! Does that make ANY sense?? Yeah, I know those drugs can cause CNS depression, but they just have it out for Xanax, especially in California.

What sucks about Xanax is I really hate this drug, but my p-doc won't prescribe it because of the dangers. The thing is, the people who have abused it to where it killed them, these people, mostly celebs, the other drugs they were taking, would have almost certainly done the job if you took Xanax out of their bodies completely. I'm ONLY taking Subutex and Xanax. I do have Modafinil, but I'm not taking it right now because it interferes with my Subutex. It seems to neutralize the effects of the Buprenorphine. It puts me into immediate withdrawal....albeit, a slightly milder version, but about 45 minutes to an hour after taking Modafinil, also known as Provigil, I start getting joint, muscle and withdrawal symptoms. As though I took some Naloxone or something. I makes no sense to me!

Sorry I'm getting off track here, but I'd be VERY grateful if someone could tell me why Modafinil cause this reaction in me, along with any type of Estrogen blockers or Estrogen balancers (I'm on TRT too and my Estradiol levels are high). Pick a drug from a different class and it will likely conflict with my Bupe. I don't know why and it didn't used to do this. If someone could just tell me WHY this is happening or how I can stop it....namely, is there another drug that I can take that will stop the panic attacks I get from taking Subutex without taking Xanax? Better yet, I wish it was like it used to be, when not only I could take Bupe with no breathing problems, but the Bupe worked much better back then.

I swear, if someone can tell me how to fix this problem/issue, I'll be eternally grateful and I would even give them a "Crisp High-Five" aka Deadpool style. Seriously...if someone could tell me how to reverse whatever it is that's causing this, I'll freakin' fix their computer for free, or build them one free of charge (you'd supply the parts of course). That's one thing I can do....build and or fix computers from the ground up and I'm damn good at it too.

There has GOT to be a way to fix my issue with opiates. You can take any opiate and I'll have breathing problems with it. I don't care about other opiates, I just want to be able to take my Subutex. As it stands right now, as soon as I'm off Xanax, there's a high probability that I'll have to stop taking Buprenorphine too, since Xanax and Propranolol helps greatly with the withdrawal effects and I'd like to know why!

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Re: Sithtiger (# 16)

Modafanil is the new Ritalin or Adderal? I don't now about where you live but where I live Modafanil (the generic Provigil) is VERY expensive. I would have thought that the generic version would have been way cheaper than the name brand but it is not. I also had to go to two different sleep studies so that my Pulmonologist could get my insurance to give me an exception so he could even write Modafanil for me AND have it covered. Why you have the reaction that you do when you take Modafanil is a mystery to me. This may be one of these instances where different people have different reactions to the same substance depending on their physiology. It does NOT affect me in the same way it affects you.

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Re: Mason (# 20)

Yeah, I was given either Haldol or Thorazine once. I can't remember which. Anyway, they have very similar side effects like Tardive Dyskinesia....involuntary facial or body movements. There have been instances where this side effect can cause permanent damage to the brain from taking...sorry, forced upon you. They did that to me because I left ER after taking a few sleeping tablets. I wasn't trying to kill myself, but my friend thought I was. I left, he was with me. They stalled me. I could have gotten away, but I was stupid. I swear, they sent half the Police after me. I wasn't a threat to anyone, yet they took me down and dogpiled me with at least 4 officers and it could have been as much as 8. I'm not sure...probably 4 to 6. As bad as all that was, It was exhilarating too because I'm a 2nd degree BB in TKD and I'd never tried my skills in a real fight. I only used defensive techniques and my God, they worked. It's REALLY hard to get away from people without hurting them at all, but I did, twice. This was impressive because I was out of shape at the time, badly...groggy from the sleeping pills and yet I managed very well against the police, the first and only time I had a run-in like that. I was able to break free from two different cops, one after the other. They tried to subdue me like you see in the movies at first. One at a time and that's why I was able to escape temporarily. Now if I had been the type of person to fight back at any cost, I still would have been caught obviously. I was outnumbered at least 4:1, but I know I could have taken at least a couple of them down, but I didn't want to hurt anyone, but they wanted to hurt me. I remember them telling the others, be careful, he's a kicker. Uh yeah, let's see no history of violence....EVER and they actually hog-tied me to the vehicle. I told the officer, what's with all the warnings. I mean they acted like I was some sort of serial killer...and BTW, I was never arrested, but they took me to Riverside California's wonderful mental facility where they promptly pumped me full of Haldol or Thorazine and I had Tardive Dyskinesia for a couple days, which was completely unnecessary, because I was fully compliant after my capture.

So no thanks to those drugs, unless you like to sit in one place and drool for hours from being forced to take one of those drugs, which are in a class called Neuroleptics. It's possible to develop permanent brain damage from even one shot. Fortunately, I was OK, but others might not be so lucky. I remember the Dyskinesia was very unpleasant too!

Here's a report from 2000 from the "Alliance For Human Research Protection", but there are plenty of other articles that talk about the dangers of using Neuroleptic drugs. ahrp.org/evidence-of-neuroleptic-drug-induced-brain-damage-in-patients

I can understand having to use something like this as a last resort for violent patients, but I wasn't violent. I took great care not to hurt anyone, a courtesy not returned to me, but I was given a cut on the top outside right corner of my orbital socket. They dogpiled me, but then yelling at me to give them my arms. It's a bit of a small feat of strength to do when you have at least 4 or more people on your back.

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Re: w john (# 19)

I already said he didn't start it. What I said was he's making things worse! Stopping meds from dealers and ppl who use them (opiates, Benzos or anything else that gives a euphoric effect and most of all addictive) does need to be controlled, but most people who sell these drugs aren't getting them from the doctor's. That said, yeah, these drugs were given out like candy, but some people need them and taking them away isn't going to much to drug dealers. In fact, you're helping them. People addicted to these drugs are just going to seek dealers out.

My specific problem is I've tried soooooo many drugs by way of prescription from my doctors and so far none of them work, save 2 and possibly a third I'm evaluating now. Propranolol works, Xanax works and Gabapentin might replace Xanax....not sure yet. It's hard to say until I'm completely off Xanax.

But Gabapentin might not be available for long..at least it may become a scheduled drug as well. As I said before, it already has in Kentucky. It's NOT fair when someone like myself does get off drugs (Vicodin in my case), and taking drugs responsibly and then have some issue where one of my drugs...actually the ONLY one that was helping started not only not working correctly, but gave me the opposite effect and so for a year and a half I spend looking for something to help. The doctors don't help, but I do find help in a last ditch effort in Xanax. I took it responsibly like my other meds for 9 1/2 years after I stopped Vicodin. Then, they take away the ONE drug that helps me. Then I'm told my psychiatrist should be the one giving it to me. Ok, I understand, but he won't and honestly, I think he's doing it partly to cover his butt, so he doesn't get sued and the other part might be out of spite because I went around his back. I did go to him and ask when I first started taking it and he said no. He states these examples of the celebs who've taken Xanax and opiates and died. I've said all this before, but maybe you missed it? These celebs are doing a few things different that myself. For one, I'm not taking other opiates or ANY other drugs from anyone and most of these people didn't just die from taking their prescribed amount either, because they were abusing them, I'm not and my bloodwork and U/A's confirm this. To know how much pain I went through before I found Xanax. I was in doctors offices on a weekly basis and I wasn't there seeking drugs, I was there looking to solve the problem. I wasn't asking for drugs and never did until that last visit with that one doctor who refused to give me a referral to the pulmonologist. The man wouldn't even look at my blood pressure cuff, because "they're not certified" and apparently I needed a "certified device". I guess my wife who is a CNA and works at the hospital doesn't count. It was B.S. So I just said "f" it, uh, can you give me Xanax. I didn't think it would work, because I already had a prescription for 0.25mg and it did NOTHING for me. I never thought to take two of them, but then I was being responsible. So, to my great surprise, it worked.

So my psychiatrist knows what I went through and yet knowing that, Xanax help me and I was so close to suicide before or eventually probably a heart attack because my BP was always so high, which now I know was due to a severe panic disorder I had. Once I started taking Xanax, everything went back to normal....well close enough and now they're taking away the one drug that helped me..well one of the 3 drugs that help me.

What do you think will happen if this Gabapentin doesn't work? It's going to pick up where it left off and I will die from either suicide or heart attack, stroke. You can stay in an elevated state of severe anxiety for prolonged periods and just be fine!

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Modafanil - I was put on that med and for me it's worthless, didn't help at all if I recall. I did have side effects from it. I know it is very expensive and had to fight insurance to get it and I went back to taking 2 energy shots a day as they worked better than
Modafanil.

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