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Please give me a list of doctors that will prescribe me xanax? I have bad anxiety.

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Reference Post 74, I typed yesterday March 3rd, 2013,
I mean't to say to befriend, a old school at least middle aged, combination pharmacist, and "owner" of the independent pharmacy. This technique worked for me only twice, in the past 40 yrs, but, I was given a name, and, yep, it was as easy as 1.2.3., I walked in, first time, described, my anxiety issues, and, told my new M.D what has always worked before, how many I take, and for how long, The script was written, immediately. The first M.D. had a unusual spartan office, on the "poor side of town" in Jacksonville, Fla. He wrote me I think sixty ten mg Roche Valium with one refill. The office for 1979, was unusual, in that a large sign in the waiting room, stated, "if you came here for the following Schedule II drugs, you will not get this list of drugs here" The list was brief, but, included, most popular barbituates of the day, (Nembutal, Seconal, Tuinal, and Carbital Kapseals, and the non-barbituates, Quaalude, Parest, Sopor, and Somifac) The large print list also listed diet pills, that, would not be prescribed:
Desoxyn, Dexedrine, Benzedrine, Obetrol (now the name has changed to Adderall in 1993, and the Narcotics: Dilaudid, Percodan, Percocet, or any form of Morphine Sulfate). Terms were cash, no insurance was honored, and, the sparten office, run by a M.D of Asian extraction, I continued to see, for 3 years every 60 days, for, both my Valium Script, and, my pain med script, for Winthrop Talwin, both C-IV's.
The 2nd time this arose, many years later, further up the Middle Atlantic States, yet, in the "Bible Belt" on another city of approximately 500,000 people, I got a referral from a co-worker who liked me, who confided in me she had a 8 yr old Xanax addiction. After I gained her trust, she gave me the Psychiatriats name.
I proceeded to get "Xanax" from the 2nd visit, in 1992,
until, December of 1998, when this MD, moved out of state. "I have my own Xanax addiction by now, and, with the help of my spouse, and secretly, going to a 12 month outpatient, treatment facility, I eventually got off of the Xanax by 1997. This is a true story, I read "Driven to Distraction" and at year 7, had immense difficulty graduating from a local University. I showed my current Xanax M.D, my scholastic records, my DMV record of many speeding tickets, and transfers to 5 different colleges over 20 yrs, I ask for
Dexedrine Sulfate 5mg and the Dexedrine Spansule 15mg, and, he provided them for me, until he moved away 1 yr later, in 1999. Since that year, he transferred my records, to another Psychiatrist, in this same city, and I have been on C-II stimulants, from Ritalin I/R to Adderall I/R to Dexedrine Spansule 15 mg x 2 per day, the past, 13 yrs, now from this aging Shrink.
About two yrs ago, he got a visit from the DEA, from the pharmacy police, when a overzealous, young pharmacist, from a national chain, was presented with a script for Adderall, that was post dated, meaning, the script, was written one month in advance of the current date, as, this M.D did the same for me, I'd get one C-II script for Dexedrine x 60 say for March 2013, and another for April of 2013, and was told, the Doc was trying to save me a consult visit, ($90.00 for 15 minutes) and to never get my dates mixed up. Well sure enough, when I heard of this crisis, the DEA, did not revoke his license, but, my Doc will never write advance scripts again, regardless, of the schedule. He also posted on the wall, last yr, if he detected from PMP program (pharmacy prescription program now in 40 states) that his patient was seeing another M.D to double dip, and get the same med, the patient would be immediately dismissed. I had to sign no contract, and he has a very busy office, with only one medical secretary. From job firings to a Divorce 5 yrs ago, I did request, some Valium, and all he would do, would write me 60 tabs of Ambien (Zolpidem) for the past 5 yrs. He has a negative attitude for any patient of his, (like me) taking uppers, and downers, and, told me the discussion was over, about my getting a true benzo. I fear doctor shopping, because, my state, records every cash and insurance script, from every Mom & Pop's, as well as any chain pharmacy, and I fear getting dismissed. In spite of my prior secret Valium/Xanax addiction, from 1979 until 1996, I still crave, a good benzo, to take the edge off of the stress, as I approach retirement, but, M.D's are under unrentless scruntity now about, writing controlled meds.
I have a childhood friend, who is addicted to Percocet, that started with bladder cancer, that was successfully removed, and, he goes to South Florida, since the OxyContin Express, was exposed, and he has to pay $200.00 cash, for a 15 minute office visit,
for exactly 112 hydrocodone's 10/325's generics, and, 60 one mg. generic Clonazepam, with the new Florida law, plus had to supply a CD of his latest MRI, and prescription history, from, the VA, in my state. He told me very, few M.D's in Dade or Broward, or Palm Beach county, will, prescribe any Schedule II med now. Plus, he is a nervous wreck, that the Veterans Administration, will get on to his movements. The VA cut him off of both percocet 10/325's, and, Xanax 1 mg, and prior to that, was subject to unannounced urine tests. Most Fla M.D's that are left, require a Fla drivers license, and, or, utility bill, and, a Fla address and Fla phone number now. Since the Ryan Hyatt Act of 2008, I feel the USA has been set back 20 years, for the average pain management patient, or anxiety patient. My understanding is that many M.D's are just too busy to run constant PMP 40 state tests, and, or urine screens, in their busy offices. (Heresay). With the No records Prescription Pharmacies out of business, within the USA, the counterfeiters, are having a heyday, with marketing IOP meds in my true belief, that, the vast majority are counterfeit, or grossly, watered down. The only states to not participate in the PMP program,are all very rural states, scattered, all over the USA, without large cities, "just not worth it" anymore, to scramble to find any old school M.D's who
understand, a patients, pain or neurological needs for any C-II med. Just my 2 cents worth.

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This has worked for me since 1979.
1. deliberately "befriend" a pharmacist in your area/
2. I prefer a Mom and Pops pharmacy
3. Do not come on too strong at your first meeting.
4. Once the pharmacist/(oven owner) trusts, you, he
has the natural info, which M.D's prescribe the most
"Xanax" to "Valium" to "Adderall" believe me!

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Did you find a doctor in NYC? I am currently looking. ANy help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!

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To post # 65 member KWD everything you wrote is true, and Xanax can suck the life out of you. Not on the way in but during the weeing off process. Actually everything you mentioned is what brought me to an E. R. in near death condition. I have quite a lot of Xanax on hand these days, but a withdrawal if not done correctly can make us very sick. In my town in California, those with free public insurance just go to obtain scripts for controlled medicine usually resold from the local Hospital. These will be the same people who will get free Obama Care while most of us will have to pay thousands of dollars in premiums coming next year!

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To Keyswhitedove. I'm not sure what you're on, or what you need? Florida is the land of drugs, and it is a horrible State. I do know of one Doctor in South Florida (the West side) who was my Doctor in California, and left about 6 years ago to practice in Florida where the laws were even more relaxed. Much has changed it seems, I don't know what you medically need or if you are very young, or look like a drug addict? I will give you the name of the Doctor but Florida is a long State, takes 12 hours driving from the bottom to the top as you know. Anyway the Doctor is Doctor Aldolpho Soto in the Napels area. He was a pill pusher, not a great Doctor, yet went right from High School into Medical School in Pureto Rico. He is smart but was creepy too!

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**keyswhitedoveI keep reading and responding to your posts, I now figured out where you are, im wondering how you re doing...plz use tthis eightsixsix.....579 thirteen ten....Very legitimate option. I used this forabout a year then got insurance and was able to get treatment from a clinic(chiropractic care, massage,acupuncture, decompression with out surgery, anyway you probably don't need therapy,physical...sorry I got off the subject,but they treat chronic pain and anxiety....if I read correctly you do have your records? you only have to travel once a year out of your state, seems to me like it may be with it...Good luck darling if you could update us on your status, how you re doing??

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@JOEY how are you doing? with a seizure disorder klonopin is sometimes prescribed, as well as for this anxiety and it's worsening with your father's condition..I think with that info.alone a dr. would help you..

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I came from Tampa,Fl got hit while riding a bicycle near Busch Gardens....and I was already on Xanax for PTSD, depression, and agoraphobia...so in Fl yes the docs there prescribe MORE,no doubt about it,but in 2006 my accident happened and I barely got 6 grand...(I was a bicycle rider noinsurnce ...hence FL 's no fault law) I would never be provided medical care from the guy who hit me ever again.Shortly after I became a Medicaid recipient...then I had to Move to Billings Mt... and my nightmare sounds like yours!! I went through 2 years of so much pain I would think about the only relief would be to jump off a cliff..make sure i leave the kids a good amount with the insurance policy I have.. they took me from Xanax to klonopin to nothing.. well I tried buspar, celexa, herbal remediy of some srt cant remember... Well after 2 torturous years in a small town like that I got my self together and moved to CO, and thank God I did because I had been havin worsening headaches, and if I were in that small ltown the docs would have me categorized as a fLaddict and not listened to my complaints to do an mRI and find a cyst on my pituitary gland...the docs in CO did the MRI listened to me and didn t label me fL addict,, can you move? my life is so much better I get meds and now disability SSi medicare and Medicaid I get therapy for my back and adequate pain control ...if you can move..do you mind me asking what state you are in my guesss N.or S. Dakota, Wyoming, Idaho, Mt?

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@Eddy I probably should have clarified Herbals. No, I was not referring to Marijuana. Though it is legal here now, I'm not sure how physicians will deal with that if you do not have a Medical marijuana card.(which has been legal for many years & very easy to obtain.) Employers who drug test here still frown on the Pot situation even if you do have a legal medical card. I meant Herbals such as GABA,Holy Basil and a bunch of others are somewhat effective depending on the person & the severity of the Anxiety.Theanine serene with relora by Source Naturals is the one that works best for me. But, for whatever reason it is no longer effective. My anxiety attacks are out of control, I can't drive, shop or pretty much do anything by myself. If at sometime Employers accept POT as a medication I might try that, as it is herbal and really has positive results for many things. I have constantly researched info on every angle of these Anxiety attacks and continue to do so. I hope that One day...I will no longer have them. But for now I need my meds :)

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I found your post(s) to be very informative Suzie and I believed you. I don't like to see this new rationing of Xanax. When you say Herbals are we speaking about Pot too now available in your State. I enjoy coverage under the California laws! What happens if you test positive for Weed?

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@Eddy I just wanted to update you and other people in this forum. I just recently had an appointment with a physician that I had seen about a year before in another Clinic. I returned to my previous clinic where that provider now works. Anyway. In the past,I had never had to sign a contract with this clinic, but this time I did to be able to get back on Xanax again. This is in WA state. I think people will see this more & more in the future. I don't have a problem signing a contract & being drug tested every month. I don't take anything that isn't prescribed to me & I often go off the Xanax and use herbals. One I have found to be very good. But, I am different and respond poorly to a whole list of meds as well as a lot of Herbals. Everyone has different imbalances.

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Long term Xanax use to treat and alleviate an assortment of symptoms that was one of the few medicines that worked for me now has me wired in bed with no life as I am expected to go off of this medicine that I used for so many things. I used it to help me sleep at night and now, I am no longer sleeping. My symptoms are getting worse with a pulsating headache. I am struggling to focus. I have cold clammy sweats. I am trying hard to take myself off of this medicine. I never used it to get high and never used more than my allowed dose and most days, I did not even use that dose, but I knew it was there if I needed it. I have spent two years making a State to State transition only to spend most of my two years in bed while Doctors keep playing around with my chemicals and I am becoming weak from the fight. I can no longer be the Mother or wife that I was and now see myself falling into a depressed state but trying to hang in there. I have never experienced such great difficulty trying to get off of a medicine in all of my life. Going off of Xanax is not a pretty place to be and I would not wish it on my worse enemy.

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Bob, what Zack said two years ago was not poor advice. Please do not get snippy with other members or former members

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Zach, please mind your own business. Thanks.

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@Eddy. Does that make sense?

Sure does, although I am just reading about certain States like mine, California, Kentucky, & of course Florida. I will say California has had prescription monitoring in place for longer than any other State, and the Governor even disbanded his Bureau of Narcotics. One person now works there. For that matter you should see my former Doctor's state record. Jaw dropping but he did save my life in the Hospital

With that said I have been receiving record amounts of refills of Alprazolam, and even the newly scheduled and highly controlled Soma from a Doctor in Arizona. I knew nothing about these patient plans. From what I read nationwide only about 15% of Doctors and 18% of Pharmacists use the available data bases. To be able to time your Doctors visit, a trip to the Pharmacy while not running out of medicine can be very dangerous to the patient? Thanks for your reply!

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@Eddy It's a broad Federal Law, but States have the ability to pass it down as they see fit. It is different in every state as well as each county within the States. If you currently do not have to sign a contract, then I'm sure you don't have to worry about it. You might very well live in an area that is not on the state list of high % of drug seekers/abusers. From what I understand there are a lot of variations/factors to this law and some clinics do not have to have these contracts. But if doctor says the DEA won't let him prescribe Xanax anymore, either the doctor is under investigation for over prescribing or the area is now considered high risk for over users. Does that make sense?

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When did this happen Susie? I have to sign a Xanax contract? There are agents who will be visiting me to count my pills? Do you have any information to indicate this is more than just a local or State regulation?

"There is now new Federal regs. which is requiring most doctors to be accountable for what they prescribe. It's pretty simple. The doctor has to have you sign a "medication plan" contract.Basically it says, you won't go to another doctor to get that same script, you won't try to purchase it illegally. You will only take prescriptions this doc has prescribed to you. You won't take more than prescribed. And you are subject to random pill counts & random urine drug tests"

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I have gotten some of my medical history and yes, I came from FL too which is the wrong State to move from and then move to small town U. S. A. in what just happens to be known as "another drug State." My post yesterday was desperate as I find myself on the verge of giving in and giving up on trying to find help in a State where they don't know me and just assume because I came from FL that I am "one of those." I am not one of those those and I never have been or never will I be. If I were seeking drugs to abuse, then I am in an area loaded with drug activity and illegal drug sales. I tried the new replacement that they use locally for the Xanax. My primary cut half of my Xanax in half and put me on this stuff. I was shutting down finding myself wrapping ice around my head with sharp pains jabbing through my head. I called my Doctor and she told me to stop the medicine. I am afraid of anything that they might want to replace my long term Xanax use with since I use it for a multitude of issues which they for some reason can not comprehend, but I came from an area in FL where the Doctors were very educated and I did not come from the area that is known to have pain clinics. In fact, I have never been to a pain clinic in all of my life until I moved to this small town. I love the area where I live, but with FL written all over me and chronic conditions written all over me, "complicated patient" and many other labels that I have acquired while being sick ALL of my life is like having the word quarantine written across my forehead. I never had a problem obtaining private Doctors and since I lived and I may as well say it on the cozy little Island of Big Pine Key for 28 years and had the same Doctors treating me for years never knowing that I would retire to a cabin in the forest with a West Plains address I guess somewhat shocked me realizing how bad our Medical care is in this Country. I don't drink, smoke, do illegal drugs and consider myself a good person inside of a sick body that I did not ask for, but was given to me. My primary assumes the worse because of where I came from and threw my Medical records back at me when I showed her some of what I did have. If a test was done in Florida then she assumes that the test is not right. If a patient is from Florida, then she is not sick and "it is all in her head." I am going to work on getting ALL of my records from Florida. I am forced for the first time in my life refusing to be believed or treated for a host of issues that I have had that I was born with. I used a medicine for eight years that I have to wean myself off of with no one telling me how to do it. They want me to see a Psych or go in to a drug rehab unit. If I do that then it will stay with me for life and that is not fair to me when I am truly sick and I know that I am not curable, but I am treatable. My primary tried to send me to the local community mental health center. I was there two times and they told me that I was to sick for them and that I need an M. D. They said my conditions are real and my primary has a reputation of treating patients as if "it is all in their heads." The Doctors within the Medical community know this. The Medical Doctors do not want to treat me and the mental health community says I'm to sick and need a Doctor! I am tossed in circles from one Doctor to another with a primary who tells the Doctors before I even get to them that " I suspect she is a drug addict " or " I suspect that she is imagining her illness." I guess I am venting because I have been here for a couple of years now and during that couple of years, I have declined more and it is hard for my husband and son to watch. I have tried my best to let them know that I am truly sick. I plan to get all of my records from FL and the truth is that I may need to leave my family and go live homeless somewhere in order to find Medical Treatment. I don't feel like I am asking for much from the Medical community to please treat me when I was born being sick. Isn't it their job to treat me or am I facing going somewhere else only to find the Doctors being "selective" on who they choose to treat? Speaking of Medical records??? One of my long term Doctors of nine years charges for the Medical records. I think it might cost $300 to $400 for me to even obtain them. I honestly don't have that extra money and even though she treated me for so long and was a good Doctor, it is just something else that saddens my heart that I can not get my records from her. How can I find Mayo clinic Doctors? Is there anyone in this Country that will take complicated patients and treat them? For now as I steadily wean myself from long term benzo help and fear what is coming to me when I no longer have this medicine, I grow increasingly saddened by the reality of our Nation's Medical Crisis. I have a West Plains address and yes, I came from one drug State to another drug State. I have a primary that does not want me and has a reputation of calling and yelling at other Doctors and telling her patients that they only imagine their illness. How sad. Do you honestly think that this woman writing these words who is now 48 asked to be sick when she was 5 years old? Does asking for help make me sound like I am whining? When Doctors are referring to a patient, I am not "another one." I am a patient, but inside of this patient is a person and a person who desires to live and function and because the Doctors are running scared or not very well educated in rural America, this person who would love to live and be a good wife and Mother and do some of the same activities that she used to like walking or riding a bike, fishing and so on is being taken away from me because what Doctor would ever think of taking a more complicated and truly ill patient when they can get by taking the patients that are easy? Do we have any compassionate people inside a shell of a Doctor left anymore? If I have to be homeless for Medical care then I may as well go back to the island that I came from knowing that I can at least anchor out on a boat and I know that they would be happy to have this sick person leave and yes, I would go back to the Doctors that know that I am a good person and not an addict like I have been being treated. Not everyone that comes out of FL is an addict and I realize that I have been taking an old school benzo, but if something is working, then why change it? I do believe my life is over because even though I write this, I am now to sick and to weak to move because I no longer get the steroids that gave me strength. They are making me go without the meds that helped me and life is one day at a time for me and I am facing nothing but bed which is a place that I don't want to be, but will be forced to due to sad ignorance. I wonder how many victims suffer quietly and soon I will because I won't feel up to writing. Don't think about me, but maybe as a Nation we can come up with a plan to help others because as we take away what little help there is, we will only see more suicides from people who had pain so bad and with no Medical help available then they will see that as their only answer. I do have days when I would rather be dead than to deal with pain, but I have a family too and my family is worth living for. I just wish that I could function better and be who they knew me to be even if it was meds helping me to function. The help of meds is dwindling away. I could be a productive person like I always was and have so much to share and give, but how I am going to do it without the meds that kept me going remains to be seen as I don't feel confident that I will be able to even though I want to so I suppose that if my family comes to me while I am forced to stay in bed will at least give me the chance to be around and support them if it is only spoken in words, but I could do so much more than that if cared for by a compassionate and loving Doctor who would be willing to treat me. Are there any Doctors who would be willing to treat someone who is truly sick that came to rural America from FL? Forget the long term benzo use that I responded well to. I need a Medical Doctor who would be willing to take a complicated patient who has been sick all of her life and it is documented if you would be willing to believe records from Florida. I want to function and am very treatable.

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Keyswhitedove it is scary the situation you are in. I left FL.and moved to the smallest town in another state. They labeled me addict took me off benzodiazepine s to put me on Suboxone. After two years of picking at my face due to my nerves I have facial scars. I finally did leave, to a bigger state with more Dr.s a lot of them from Mayo clinic . Here is your first step. Do you have your old medical records from your prior Dr.? Well if not you can get your scrip history from . The pharmacy where you had your xanax filled, get that and all other supporting paperwork....please use eight six six, five 79.....thirteen ten. I noticed you posted in 2012 and 2013, so If you haven't resolved this life threatening and uncomfortable situation. I remember not having my meds, I never thought I'd be slightly suicidal as I have children and my fancy loves ME, so I made it through, but my quality of life was very poor,I read your post and identified with it so much I had to read it again and make sure that I didn't post this in 2010 when the medical community failed me. I tried Buspar it didn't help. I too have been on benzodiazepine for quite some time, never fill early, I don't run out I talked them as rx d, i have PTSD Anxiety with and without agoraphobia, plus chronic pain , trashed lower Lspine and a benign cyst on my pituatary gland. The resource I gave you earlier in my post helped me with my chronic pain, until I was able to find a doc that would take my insurance, they do treat anxiety, too!!! So good luck and I hope this helps,there are sooo many illegitimacy going on internet wise but I want to tell you this is a reliable service, they'll find you the closest clinic to you, maybe in a neighboring state....it will get better,!! Hang in there!!!

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Susie, Thank-you for the information and for your reply. At this point after having years of Doctors who knew me and watched my decline and helped me in one State and then to go to another where the Doctors do not know me and only assume the worse is a battle that I have given up on. I am half-way in to withdrawing from this medicine that I used long term for many reasons and one reason was a bad panic and anxiety condition, but I am very sick with a host of conditions that simply feed off of one another. I have had extreme headaches and having difficulty focusing and concentrating. There are no Doctors available to help me with a medicine that I was put on by one of our Nations leading Psychiatrist who was also a neurologist and this medicine was the only medicine that I had ever used to help with a compilation of symptoms. There is not one Doctor available who will even tell me the safest way to take myself off of this old school benzo that I have been on long term. I have been cutting back at .05mg/week, but my withdrawal symptoms were so bad that I needed to take more just to help alleviate this terrible, pulsating headache. I take meds to help get through each day. I don't want to take them. I have learned that no help is available unless you say your a drug addict and need to go to a unit. I do have a physiological addiction from long term use, but by no means do I take them for the enjoyment of it and wish I were not sick and some days I wish I were dead due to a host of medical issues that continue to make me decline when I have a zest for life and want to live it. I want to see my son grow. I want to be a good Mother and wife, but as time goes on with little to no medical treatment available, I find myself being forced to spend more time in bed not feeling well and would give anything not to be sick and would give anything to find a Doctor who would be willing to be my primary and want to treat me because the primary that I have now does not want to treat me and tells me to find another Doctor and go Doctor Shopping! I often think about going back to where I came from because the Doctors know me there. I was the person who worked with the children in the Church and took them on Mission trips. I traveled abroad and worked in missions out of my love of Christ and wanting to see a poor child who was starving smile. I tried for years to play tennis until my Doctors told me to stop. The last time that I was off of my medicine, I was in bed for four months. I take medicine to get through each day and without it, I am facing spending my life not in the mission field, but in bed to sick to live. I have tried so hard to get help and there is none. I have grown tired of fighting for it and looking. I have shut the door on trying to seek help and the internet was one resort and outreach that I tried. Calling and begging for help in the local community is something that I have tried. I am tired and can not find anyone to put me back on my steroids that gave me strength. I have run out of hope and weaning myself finding no help. I do want to say that not everyone is an addict, but the addicts have made it impossible for the people who are truly sick to get help. Our Nation is in a Medical Crisis and I am merely another victim. My door is shut and I will suffer and my suffering will not be out of choice. My suffering is due to the actions of addicts and because there are very few Doctors that have compassion when back in the old days, becoming a Doctor was because a person had compassion and now they see it as a way to make money. They want the easy patients and not the complicated patients, the patients who need the most help are shoved out the door to quietly suffer alone and then many wonder why a person would want to be dead? Would you want to live each day of your life suffering when you knew that a few chemicals were around to help you get through each day, but you can no longer get them because to many people have abused them? Why should the sick people in this Country suffer when we go to other Countries to relieve symptoms of the chronically ill with our medicines? I am not suicidal. I want to live, but how do I live when I can no longer get treated for chronic conditions? There is no cure, but I could be treated and now there are many days when I lay in agony wishing to be taken so I don't have to continue struggling with no help. I have reached out endlessly to no avail. No answers. Only a reality that I live a slow march to death and this all comes from someone who wants to live, but is slowly climbing closer for a wish to die due to not being listened to and not finding any help or answers. They can write on my tombstone, " I told you that I wanted to live." I am slowly being tortured and killed and do you think that one Doctor has compassion or wants to do the extra work involved? No, not when there are so many "easy" patients. How sad to see what our morals and values have turned to and many of them say they are Christian? This is not healing the sick. This lack of care is called killing the sick and shame on anyone that has been a part of this puzzle of a Medical Journey that has been ripped apart from the lack of compassion and the fear of having more work to do. Many, MANY are suffering quietly alone and there are no answers and if you read this and suffer with me then know you are not alone. If you read this and you are a Doctor then I do hope that your heart opens up more to those who suffer. Compassion = what is that? Is that something that exist? If so, then I sure would like to know where it can be found in our Medical World. Peace to all of you who quietly suffer.

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I need help with finding a pain management dr. that prescribes pain meds in the bellevue wa area or as close as possibe ...

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Hello, I have raced horses my whole life and been in multiple accidents over the years and now have arthritis in my neck...

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