Would Taking 36 Tramadol 50mg Kill Me (Page 4)
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I was wondering what would taking 36 tramadol do to me?
berating everyone for being in pain and telling them they're weak. lmao that makes me want to stay alive, thanks. /s
For a year i have felt like i did not belong to the world and just wanted away from it all however, i have been busted 3 times in the past ranging from hanging myself to burning myself. I have reached a stage were i just want to go, but i cant find anything that will do that for me that i can get a hold off.
That is not so true, I want to die, I have had plenty of help and been thankful and great full for all the effort that people have put into me, however I still want to die, I am not doing anything proactive yet as my family have been a great support since my last attempt and am trying my darnedest to stay around longer for them, but in my heart and soul I want to go.
Can someone please explain how my friend who died of tramadol intoxication had 1.26 g/L gastric tramadol and 17.6mg/L blood tramadol with an empty stomach and no evidence of crushing or abuse? 17.8 is about 17 x the toxic level for the blood.
CHRISTIAN YOU THERE? JUST CHECKING ON YOU
JUST STUMBLED ONTO THIS THREAD,MY HEART GOES OUT TO ALL,IVE BEEN THERE.WHEN I WAS THAT DOWN ALL I COULD DO WAS TAKE ONE BREATH AT A TIME, EVERYTHING WAS SO MUCH,AND I DIDNT REALLY SEE THE POINT OF IT ALL. I STLL HAVE LOTS OF QUESTIONS AND DOUBTS ABOUT LIFE BUT ONE STEP ONE DAY AT A TIME IM MAKING IT. THINGS ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THEY WERE A YEAR AGO. THERE IS HOPE IT MAY TAKE TIME BUT HANG ON NO MATTER HOW POINTLESS IT SEEMS.
CHRISTIAN ARE YOU STILL THERE, TALK TO ME, DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE TO CALL, TAKING ALL THOSE MEDS ISNT THE ANSWER I KNOW, BEEN THERE ILL WAIT TO HEAR FROM YOU
I have tried twice to overdose but obviously I am doing something wrong. Last time I took a cocktail of meds and this wasn't enough. I was not discovered until nearly 3 days later. {edited for safety}
wow, comment, you really have a problem don't you? but not with your own life, it seems to me you have a fixation with other people's deaths, or rather wanting to be a voyeur to their deaths. This is one short step from killing someone yourself. You need help and you need it now. I suggest you head to the nearest psychiatric unit and ask them to section you for your own and the public's safety urgently.
You're right. I wont post. l dont want help or reasoning. I want a quick end. I have 60 x 50mg but not enough. If you want it to end the last thing you give a f*** about is anyone else. If you still care about anyone then its not the end you seek. To end it means you have done everything you have to stay on this planet, its a huge conversation you have in your head, its not being selfish it's the fact there is nothing on this planet that we want or can help us out how we want it to. Too complicated to explain. If l could do anything it would be to spend the last hours or days with someone before they ended their life so l could be there for them to make sure no one saved them and they went as peaceful as possible. Then when l have found the best way l can copy it.
I feel sorry for those who have failed at their attempts, this world is mad, to be alive and to live daily in silence in pain is torture, no one understands, im not talking to any stranger about my issues, ive seen a psychiatrist and said l have far too many problems they can help/deal with. I wish l could swop my life for someone dying who wanted to live. Someone who didnt deserve to die. I would so do that if possible.
Anyone wanting to end it but not alone l can be there. Not to assist but to be with you if you didnt want to do it alone. In the end though, you just dont care.
That's all good to hear jenny, one day at a time! I don't think we can live any other way than that anyways. I'm doing well over here thanks for asking! It's our thanksgiving weekend and this year I'm just taking it more easy and trying to stay away from the holiday stress. I'd rather spend the time with people i care about and just not put stress on myself to break the bank and i told everyone that this year it's going to be low key! Plus im also happy to say that I haven't had any drinks in months. Not that it was a big problem for me but i found that I'd feel like garbage during and after and it never really helped me feel better so i just decided to try stopping for awhile and i don't care if people wonder why i won't have a beer with them, I just order ginger ale instead LOL. Anyways, I hope your holiday season will be a good one this year!
I went to a group today for borderline personality disorder.im just tring to stay calm and get through each day and dont dwell on things that have happened(even though its very hard to do) and go to the doctors to get my anti-depressants changed.arrh,bless you for showing your concern,it means alot to know that someone cares.how are you doing?i hope everythings going ok for you too.im here for you also,if you need me for anything?thank you again.
Jenny! So glad to see you're still coming around! :) What's the latest? Have you had any leads in things getting better?
Thats rubbish. You obviously have never felt this way or even come close and dont understand how other people actually feel so you cant comment, sorry
I googled this question as I wanted to know if I had enough tramadol to end my life. What an eye opener. People if you are throwing yourself out into a forum like this you are simply not ready to go. You are asking for help. Go get it. The few who really want to quit don't post. They read and then do it, silently. Game over.
I sometimes wonder if some of the people claiming to have taken so many are living in a fantasy world.
I was suicidal when the first and only girl I'd ever truly loved broke my heart after a 3 year relationship. This was a dozen years ago now and back then I was prescribed something called dothiepin. I drank a hell of a lot and cut my wrists too but somehow came through the other side.
10 years later and I've been severely depressed for about 2 years now to the point I constantly feel exhausted but still can't sleep properly, madness I know.
Anyway to go back to your Tramadol question. I took around 12 50mg tablets before going to bed in the hope I would pass away in my sleep. I had more (tablets) but my insides started to make a gargling noise so I chickened out. I felt like I had a hangover for the next couple of days.
I can't even seem to cut my wrists deep enough. I close my eyes and draw the blade as quick and hard as possible but still can't seem to push it deep enough. I feel so worthless, and so very alone. The only time I 'escape' is when I'm gambling but I recently lost everything financially to the roulette tables... again.
I've also tried prozac etc. all that crap did was give me a rash and make me itch.
Perhaps someone will be kind enough to speed through a red light and run me over on the way home from work later. Yes I'm tempting fate, trying to at least. :/
Dear "The End",
While I have not yet reached old age, I have to ask whether it could possibly be okay not having to be "useful" anymore? What I mean by that is ... would it be possible to spend the sunset years of your life sort of drifting, exploring, and doing things in a more leisurely way without having to "work" in a traditional sense? For example, are there any hobbies or interests which you have just put off trying? I don't know the specifics of your situation, but if I didn't have to work I would at least want to try and explore the things that my schedule does not allow right now. What about volunteering? I'm not trying to be patronizing here, I certainly don't know what you are going through ... I just want to throw some ideas out there. Where are you from if I may ask?
To Jenny - I agree with "past sell by date" completely, I could not have said it better myself. Taking these meds would only cause even more suffering for you (talking about physical suffering adding onto what you already feel). Definitely not a painless falling asleep type of thing. Also, I should mention that antidepressants can actually increase the risk of suicidal thoughts in some cases! So yes, changing your meds / dosage is something which should really be looked at here. Have you ever tried marijuana?
To be honest, if you were to harm yourself, I would feel very bad for your partner. You obviously have some worth, and they obviously see that. Why would you want to take that away from them? Would you want them to spend years (decades maybe) blaming themselves for your demise? Pls remember how irreversible such a decision would be.
Since you are in the UK I think there are at least several resources for you. Please at least try one or all three of these. Remember, if are going to you make an irreversible decision, at least try EVERY SINGLE OPTION before that. From what I can see, it looks to me like you have options still! I really hope you will be able to see some light here, some possibility for improvement.
Here are several free 24/7 hotlines in the UK:
Samaritans: samaritans.org
Campaign Against Living Miserably: thecalmzone.net
Papyrus: papyrus-uk.org
PS - About my neighbor... I do not wish to share the details on how. It was not pretty, and not with meds though. Take care, stay strong!
just because you get old and creaky does not mean you are useless to society and does not mean you are forgotten either. it just means old minds play tricks on us lol. at my age i know these things. you have an intrinsic value as all the knowledge you have collected in your life is there to be given to anyone that wants it and god never gives up on anyone. sometimes the light gets dim but it never actually goes out. you know there are lots of elderly people out here in exactly the same position as you. find clubs to join. make friends. get out and about as best you can. life is there to be lived and enjoyed to the very end. please dont just give up even though sometimes it seems the best and possibly only option available. i know i have been there many times but sometimes i see the light and make hay while the lights are on as it were. just remember if all around are ignoring you make a pest of yourself and make them hear you lol i do. take care luv n stuff
Hi
Unlike u, I have outlived u usefulness to society - I've committed tha Cardinal sin of getting old and neon the invisible old useless person in society - I feel God has washed his hands and the only thing I'm in control of is going to sleep forever - it's a terribly place to be to be not wanted by this world any more but there we go
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