Overcoming Addiction To Pain Pills

I stopped taking pain pills and started taking white round subutex pills. I was on them for like a year and a half then went cold turkey because of personal matters and family issues. I never felt so bad. Then after like a year I couldn't take being sober so I went to a treatment center 90 day program. I went there twice and both times didn't finish the program, and the second time they kicked me out because walmart didn't have suboxone for 4 days. Wow, crazy. I got screwed. Bye.

So I went 3 days sick as a wet dog in december. Now I'm going to try to go to a sub clinic where you pay because when I'm completely sober now I feel so tired, weak, not motivated, low energy and no passion in anything. Kinda like a walking dead person. Its crazy what drugs or a drug can do to a human body and brain and the way our system functions. So just twenty minutes ago I took a quarter of the round orange suboxone with a n 415 on it and I feel better than I did, but think suboxone films work better than subutex white pills. Well that's my story. Good luck folks. God bless us all who struggle. I haven't seen my son in 9 months. He turns 5 on july 1st. Messed up world. Like pac said pray for better days.

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I have been trying to manage my chronic pain from severe back injuries for about 14 years now. This has been done through my family Dr. in the state of Tennessee. It looks like I'm gonna have to give in and go to a pain management clinic like the Dr has been suggesting. I've put this off because of the bad rap the clinics have. Also I can't get insurance, not even Medicaid. My question is, can you find a pain clinic these days, with no insurance and having to use cash to see the Dr? I've been told there's no more self pay.

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