Drug Test Prob! Falsepos-cocaine/ampheta-n-falseneg-methadone/diazapan

You know I understand that there is the human factor and that mistakes can be made, but this is the second major time in my life that a UA has taken my life and tore it into shambles with no remorse or regret! I worked long and hard to battle the first occurance, only to be deamed an apparent liar and a let down to my friends, family, and mentors. I have always known that the Navy was for me and in some way or fashion flying would be a major role. Well I had arranged for and was striving towards these goals and dreams when the first f these two tradgedies took place. First let me say that I am a firm believer in what goes around omes around but you do not know just when why where and how but it will. I was in Chicago Illinois when the initial hit took place, I was on my second stint with the Navy, where I had accepted a training program that was better by no other programs in the world, other than 3 that I know of. These re Yale, Harvard, MIT, and then comes Advanced ElectronicsTechnical Core.. Believe you me this is just as tough as they say, Everyday sometimes sat and sun as well from 530 to 4 minimum for just shy of three years. I was about two and a half weeks from getting orders and going on my way to show ll that I ws no joke with my gradution of 2nd in my GPA and#1 inmy physicaland military standards. Being as I s tied for number 1 in the command, does this sound like a cocaine abuser.I think not, and I canassure you I did no such thing. I fough with every toothand nail served my restrictions took all my punishments Did everything asked and crossed every t and dotted every eye. but nothing Captain Casmarak was to give not an inch, even though I won my diciplinary review board. They ruled in my favor of that it could possibly positivly pop a false positive, although very rare which they thought at the time in 2000. ok well I have gotten through that the disappointment fr no reason to the four generations of the Navy that Iet down as well as the fifth one my son Aspen. All ffor no reson at all, but oh well pick it up Jeremy and ets roll on/Ok now it is 2009 and I am getting these massive headaches, to where I ha to stnd on my head for hours at a time. I go to the VA to try and figure this out, the ones whom let me down once already I am putting into there hands again. I spend from april t Sept tember of 2009 with this doctor do this trial and error type care on me, oh it is this no it is this, well no more guessing, A biopsy ofmy inner neck and my throatasfinally done only to find that I have cancer and that I must start radiation immediatelly they say. Oh how hey say.(IF I WOULD HAVE SKIPPED MY RADIATION MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN MUH EASIER AND I WOULD HAVE BEEN DONE YEARS AGO.) BUT ANYWAYS, I am on tons of meds from lidocaine mouthashes to hydromorphone. From stool softner to methodone, so many I would not want to attemt o name all. To make it short the test last week as to see what was and what was not in my system so that my doc could refill my scripts expecially my pain meds. due o massive amounts of it. I come back the next day to pick them up and I get sat down and was talked to ever so nicely and what can i do for you can i help you with anything, and I was like what is up I never get talked to like this by him Right before I go to stand up thinking the isit was over and he shoots me with well I am no longer going to be able to write your pain meds any longer, and I was like what. He said npe cause for starters you are not taking them like you are supposed to. I take offense to this and I am like what are you saying I am taking everything like you said, and said we;; that is imposible because there is no methadone nor diazapan in your system and I am in shock cause these are two that I do not go with out, one being I can not eat or swallow without taking thse two especially, and I explain that, and he said ell thats imposible. I am like what ever that crap is wrong, and I said well what else , and he shoots me again with you also popped positive for amphetamines, and cocaine, and I about hit the floor, knowin that tthis is imposssible, one being I have not even drank a beer since who knows when I mean years. I am suddenly flashed with my past and am like going into extreme defense mode and my doc not knowing hy he is just probably looking at m like yeah riht look at your actions, but if he only knew. we knew huh! well now I am hurting ever so much and I am due to a mental health appoint in the am, which is required by them asap. Now they think I am using l these drugs and it is leadig to more street on top, this has relly stirred up some s***! excuse my French LALA. Well I am desperate on what I should do and ho can I fight back nd stay calm and do it right, so that I will not look as if I am ready to kill somebody! Thank you for an ear or should I say eye on here! I really needed to vent, may have to try this more often!

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Man, i have been in a few similars. It made me hate doctors and the way our gov, society etc works. I really hope you get it figured out. I have chronic illness and started taking subutex. My ins doesnt pay but its the best pain med ive been on.

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